For my love...that would always be...

Someday I know, you would see,
Breathing then though I might not be,
This very thought would make you weep,
Why were we such a creep?
Could it get all right, oh yes,
'Why did I stop', to you it may seem,
but I would be gone, no tears, no yells, no scream
If only you could hold my hands,
Happiness could galore under the magical wands
So much to say, but forced to be dumb
Emotions under wraps, acting numb
Being apart you would dislike
This is a state, even love frights
They say there's no wrong time
to do the right thing, but If Only...

Bleeding Heart

Simply devastated I may say it feels,
short of hope, hapless, and numb
The parcels of the past
have tattered every quantum of happiness

All efforts seem to drain
all words said are in vain
No matter how much I scream
the sounds get lost in this vacuum

The sense of insenstivity is all around
and within the confines of pain 'm bound

Swollen eyes yell at them
trying to say it all
But pain seemingly has taken
a form of numbness
Numbness that seems thralled

Sitting by the sea that today was calm,
The Tempest had caused a heart a lot of harm.
Salt was the closest thing to him like the air to a bubble,
as another pinch of it with water trickled down his cheeks and got lost in his stubble.
The vicious waters looked at him, 'you are crazy' they conveyed,
Red eyes looked up, 'Yes, but...' is all they said।

He awaits so desperately,
for his last breath...
All his ears want to hear,
is the sound of his death...
The bleeding heart has lost its Rainbow...